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Created on 2005-03-03 22:24:46 (#6334889), last updated 2009-07-06

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Name:	blue_werd

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: Kelly, KB, Brodt, Brody. Any of those works for me. :)

Recovering dope fiend. Loving life one day at a time. The 12 steps are saving my life, what's saving yours?
Seventeen years old. Finishing up school, and moving onto bigger & better things. Once used to think I would live in the same city I've always lived in for the rest of my life, but decided there are more things I want to get out of life. Aunty to 6 beautiful kids - four boys, and two girls.. I love them with all my heart. Born to be a fighter, and to nurture. I love kids, and can't wait to have my own when I am older and completely ready to love and support them as best as I can. There is nothing more beautiful than the innocence of a young child. I've recovered from drug and alcohol dependency, sexual abuse, neglect, self harm, suicide, and depression. All of those things have made me who I am today, and although tough at times, I wouldn't have changed it for the world. I'm in love with a very funny, and amazingly charming man. Some may say that I am too young to know what true love really is, but he's made me feel like no man ever has. He's treated me with respect, and kindness from the very beginning. I've learned so many things about acceptance, and patience from him; things I will never forget. Don't worry, we don't have any crazy naive plans to move in together, get engaged, or have babies. We're too young, and absolutely content with just being together right now. Whatever happens, happens.
Life is better today than it ever has been.

"With one foot on tomorrow, and the other on yesterday, you're only pissing on today."

September 28th, 2007 : my clean date. most important thing in my life.

"Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference."

"Bring the body, the mind will follow, and eventually the spirit will wake up."

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"foxy fowkes", $$$, ♥, 12 steps, [/rant], a full inbox, a good book, abandon your place, addiction, affection, anti-depressants, apex crew '06, awareness, beautiful bc!, being an aunt, being observant, believing in something, bipolar disorder, blue_werd!, butterflies in my tummy, catching up w/ friends, childhood innocense, clean time, clewis, computers, conversation with meaning, crazy sex with dustin, creativity, days off, dbt therapy, depression, dewy 4 life, doing it clean/sober, dtes, dustin martin♥, english bay, expressing love, extended bus rides, fake 'n baking, falling for someone, forming positive habits, freshly shaved legs, friends in recovery, genre:horror/documentary, giving back, good moods, good old livejournal, goodtimes with friends, gratitude, happy thoughts, having faith, having meaning/purpose, hold my hand, hours @ 'bucks, how and why, html, hugs are mad-love, insomnia, inspiration, integrity is huge, jessica-colin-ryan, jot it down, just for today, keeping promises, kink, lacrosse, late-night movies, laughter, leaving without a destination, losing the desire, lots of sleep, love yourself, luhhvv, mad google skillz, mad respect, mail for me, masturbation, maturity, may 9th 2008, mellow, msn messenger, music music music, my clean date, my loser friends, my sponsor/support group, my tech junky-ness, na literature, narcotics anonymous, natural energy, natural euphoric feelings, new perspective, new west recovery, new westminster salmonbellies, oral sex, orgazm'zz, out of comfort zone, peace, personalizing everything, phat beats, pleasuring my man, positivity, postsecret, psychiatrists, psychologists, psychology, psychotropic drugs, public transit, pure happiness, put a smile on, racing thoughts, reaching out, recovery, responsibility, schizophrenia, self mutilation, september 28th 2007, sex, sexual exploration, sexual pleasure, sorting shit out, spiritual principles, staying clean, staying off dope, staying sober, stretched lobes, suit-up & show-up, support, taking clean time, taking healthy risks, talks with best friends, the basic text, the desire to change, the lower mainland, the therapuetic value, to think, travel everywhere, treating addiction, ultimate frisbee, unlimited texting, vancouver in general, vancouver recovery club, venti anything, vigilance, volunteering wherever needed, wasting time online, watching others grow, what i have, what i'm used to, wise mind, write your emotions

Schools:

Edmonds Elementary School - Burnaby, BC, Canada (1995)
Richard McBride Elementary - New Westminster, BC, Canada (1995 - 2002)
Glenbrook Middle School - New Westminster, BC, Canada (2002 - 2005)
New Westminster Secondary School - New Westminster, BC, Canada (2005 - 2007)
Sigma - New Westminster, BC, Canada (2007 - present)

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